haha... inspired by my lamer classmates to post again. this is really a sad life. i have a lot of work to do but im nt getting down to it!!! argh!! muahaha! help. ok. done ranting. you wish. anw, like i was saying, i have a lot of work to do. shit. ugh. should start planning my time properly. cancelled tuitn today by claiming that i had a lot of work to do. and i juz told ariele tat i cant go for guitar class coz i have cca stuff to do. what's wrong with me? yup, nth. and more good news to come. i dun have time to study for the whole of next week + got gp compre and essay to do which i will probably screw up in the end and get killed + halogen tutorial which i told myself to do but havent done yet + a lot of phy hwk which im not even sure abt + pushing all the work to yanhui even though i told myself not to. yeah, i know. im boring.
sch starts at 11 today! actually its not much of a half day, all they did was take 2 hrs away and since sch ends at 4, ok 5.30 for me, we have around 5 hrs of lesson. if u din fail phy and end up in consolidation, that is. sad. looking forward to tmr anw, free at 12.30!!! fridays are nice, since i get to go for cip and see the children there, but i might nt be gg tmr since my father said not to. sad again. but anw, freedom from 12.30 to look forward to. shall not thk abt how i shd actually be using the time to do a bit of my huge pile of hwk. annoying. oh yeah. still gt alevels to thk abt. ytd my mum and i saw my senior's mum and she was telling me to start studying now itself to make sure that i manage to pass all subjects. yeah, right. like i have enough time to do tat. where did all the time go? argh. shd go try finish one round of chem mechanisms now...
yeah, i know tat im quite lag. but i really have no time to do anythg productive. even though i wouldnt consider me doing hwk as produtive work. i mean, no work is actually done since my hwk doesnt move in the direction of the force i apply. sad. anw, its like all the time i have left when im outta sch is like sucked into a black hole or smthg. it just disapppears and the next thing i know, its 12 am and i still havent finished my darling hwk. this sucks. and to thk tat i have the alevels to worry abt this year as well. like anyone can trust me with the passing my exams. this is really depressing. i need help! help! f1! shucks, it isnt working. nvm, i shd juz continue being emo... sad life... sorry existence... hopeless presence... so on and stuff. at least one thg to look forward to... tmr is gonna run on friday timetable!!! sch ends at 12.30. for once. hope we get to go home right after that. and sleep. yeah, right. tat can only happen in heaven, which is where i will be after alevels. nvm. enuf crap for one night. gotta go wash face (cleanse, tone, moisturise... seeriously, it doesnt seem to have any effect on my skin) and then sleep. for less then the 8 hrs of sleep i require. sweet dreams! (it better be)
whoa. guess wat? im back! haha. after like 2 whole years. anw, gotta see if s02 ppl manage to fnd this blog. nt sure exactly hw skilled they are, but its nt like im hiding or anythg. update soon...
first blog of the year. i am supposed to blog only good stuff. they taught us in school. so i will only blog good stuff(like i have blogged bad stuff before). now anyone who visits this blog, i.e no one, will only read good stuff. anyway, i was thinking of deleting this blog... but decided not to. so. three weeks since school started. kinda. and i am stressed. so fast rite? better prepare myself for stress for o levels. cannot believe that i am in sec 4 so fast.
got prob wif blog again...
teacher's day was like not the way i expected. the day started with HEAVY RAIN. good start huh? and when i reached sch, my skirt and bag were wet wet wet. a real good start. and then aces day workout. 3/5 did not win anything... and guides had to change to full u in a few mins time so that we could sit at the back and then escort the teachers to the party. the party was weird though. tink it is the first time they tried it. and a lot of the teachers were not even in sch. poor sec2s. yeah. and when i reached home, i realised that i had to go visit pri sch. i rushed to make a few cards and then showered and went to pri sch. wif my sis. who abandoned me when she went to see her p6 frens. and then, my p6 form teacher made it very obvious that he had forgotten my name. wateva. then they chased us out after we were there for half an hour. feel like i miss pri sch. it is less stressful. and i felt more comfortable there. and got betta grades. guess i went through transcendence. overcame the inertia. but not sure if i like it...
months since i last updated. something wrong wif my comp... each time i update or try for too long, it shuts the window. sad. anyway, results really down the bins. that horrible. i managed to pass, but borderline. quit math tuition. have to rely on myself now. is that possible? year-end exams starting soon. dunno how i will survive it. mum's birthday today. and everyone is sleeping instead of celebrating. depressing. and got someone desperatly trying and failing to sing karaoke somewhere outside. seriously... they sound horrible. nvm. ran out of things to say.