how come you ended up here?

wait long long

2009-05-24T12:14:00.002+08:00

haha... inspired by my lamer classmates to post again. this is really a sad life. i have a lot of work to do but im nt getting down to it!!! argh!! muahaha! help. ok. done ranting. you wish. anw, like i was saying, i have a lot of work to do. shit. ugh. should start planning my time properly. cancelled tuitn today by claiming that i had a lot of work to do. and i juz told ariele tat i cant go for guitar class coz i have cca stuff to do. what's wrong with me? yup, nth. and more good news to come. i dun have time to study for the whole of next week + got gp compre and essay to do which i will probably screw up in the end and get killed + halogen tutorial which i told myself to do but havent done yet + a lot of phy hwk which im not even sure abt + pushing all the work to yanhui even though i told myself not to. yeah, i know. im boring.
anw, some fun stuff have been happening. juz no mood to thk abt them when im depressed. wateva.

2009-03-26T08:35:00.003+08:00

sch starts at 11 today! actually its not much of a half day, all they did was take 2 hrs away and since sch ends at 4, ok 5.30 for me, we have around 5 hrs of lesson. if u din fail phy and end up in consolidation, that is. sad. looking forward to tmr anw, free at 12.30!!! fridays are nice, since i get to go for cip and see the children there, but i might nt be gg tmr since my father said not to. sad again. but anw, freedom from 12.30 to look forward to. shall not thk abt how i shd actually be using the time to do a bit of my huge pile of hwk. annoying. oh yeah. still gt alevels to thk abt. ytd my mum and i saw my senior's mum and she was telling me to start studying now itself to make sure that i manage to pass all subjects. yeah, right. like i have enough time to do tat. where did all the time go? argh. shd go try finish one round of chem mechanisms now...

me and my life saying hi

2009-03-23T23:23:00.003+08:00

yeah, i know tat im quite lag. but i really have no time to do anythg productive. even though i wouldnt consider me doing hwk as produtive work. i mean, no work is actually done since my hwk doesnt move in the direction of the force i apply. sad. anw, its like all the time i have left when im outta sch is like sucked into a black hole or smthg. it just disapppears and the next thing i know, its 12 am and i still havent finished my darling hwk. this sucks. and to thk tat i have the alevels to worry abt this year as well. like anyone can trust me with the passing my exams. this is really depressing. i need help! help! f1! shucks, it isnt working. nvm, i shd juz continue being emo... sad life... sorry existence... hopeless presence... so on and stuff. at least one thg to look forward to... tmr is gonna run on friday timetable!!! sch ends at 12.30. for once. hope we get to go home right after that. and sleep. yeah, right. tat can only happen in heaven, which is where i will be after alevels. nvm. enuf crap for one night. gotta go wash face (cleanse, tone, moisturise... seeriously, it doesnt seem to have any effect on my skin) and then sleep. for less then the 8 hrs of sleep i require. sweet dreams! (it better be)

=)

2009-03-01T00:36:00.002+08:00

whoa. guess wat? im back! haha. after like 2 whole years. anw, gotta see if s02 ppl manage to fnd this blog. nt sure exactly hw skilled they are, but its nt like im hiding or anythg. update soon...

reflections

2007-01-19T19:34:00.000+08:00

first blog of the year. i am supposed to blog only good stuff. they taught us in school. so i will only blog good stuff(like i have blogged bad stuff before). now anyone who visits this blog, i.e no one, will only read good stuff. anyway, i was thinking of deleting this blog... but decided not to. so. three weeks since school started. kinda. and i am stressed. so fast rite? better prepare myself for stress for o levels. cannot believe that i am in sec 4 so fast.

can still remember my first day in sec school. i was so scared. like everywhere i turned, i saw unfamiliar faces. the people i recognised did not even speak to me. depressing. minus point of being shy. maybe i should speak up more. yeah. and i got into 1/1 04. i thot that it was the most enthu, blah, blah, blah(all the good stuff) class i have ever been in. and it was then. and i joined guides. i still like guides and dun regret joining but i have a second thot now. maybe i should have joined choir instead. nvm, too late. and in sec 1, i failed a subject for the first time in my entire hopeless life. maths. by 2 miserable marks. and end of year, i was like the 29th in class. not good. i had graduted pri sch as 3rd in class. tied with my dearest fren. like real. and i felt that i could have done betta for psle. then i would have gotten into rgs, and then rjc and so on. no worries. but i missed by almost 10 marks. back to sec 1. yeah i felt depressed. i felt tat i had to do betta in sec 2.

but moi slacked the holidays away

whoops

2006-09-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

got prob wif blog again...

teacher's day

2006-09-03T16:55:00.000+08:00

teacher's day was like not the way i expected. the day started with HEAVY RAIN. good start huh? and when i reached sch, my skirt and bag were wet wet wet. a real good start. and then aces day workout. 3/5 did not win anything... and guides had to change to full u in a few mins time so that we could sit at the back and then escort the teachers to the party. the party was weird though. tink it is the first time they tried it. and a lot of the teachers were not even in sch. poor sec2s. yeah. and when i reached home, i realised that i had to go visit pri sch. i rushed to make a few cards and then showered and went to pri sch. wif my sis. who abandoned me when she went to see her p6 frens. and then, my p6 form teacher made it very obvious that he had forgotten my name. wateva. then they chased us out after we were there for half an hour. feel like i miss pri sch. it is less stressful. and i felt more comfortable there. and got betta grades. guess i went through transcendence. overcame the inertia. but not sure if i like it...

update seh

2006-09-03T16:45:00.000+08:00

months since i last updated. something wrong wif my comp... each time i update or try for too long, it shuts the window. sad. anyway, results really down the bins. that horrible. i managed to pass, but borderline. quit math tuition. have to rely on myself now. is that possible? year-end exams starting soon. dunno how i will survive it. mum's birthday today. and everyone is sleeping instead of celebrating. depressing. and got someone desperatly trying and failing to sing karaoke somewhere outside. seriously... they sound horrible. nvm. ran out of things to say.

april fool!

2006-04-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

yea april fool's dae! except it is a saturdae and there is no one to fool but my sis... no fun lehhx. yea, sch getting tougher by the second... dun understand stuff... sad. and 3/5 got like the worst msg for practically all the subjects, hopeless. we gotta improve ppl! and the class gathering tat day... 2/1'05 rawkz. mrs lee's house is nice... her daughter looks like her, so cool!!! nvm. onli half the class turned up and everyone was slacking around... quite sad. mrs lee spent a load opn us for lunch, she is too nice... we owe her a lot. still loads going on in guides... sec 3s gonna take over soon. quite creepy... it's like the ppl i knew since sec 1 are gonna be in charge of guides soon. and pga second roung registration coming up soon... still got abt 7 hrs of cip and gold to finish... scary. and gotta study for bp quest. loads to do... but i dun feel like it. nvm. and there are extra lessons on tues and thurs so i onli reach home at abt 6 each dae coz got cip also. muz study. mug hard. and concentrate on guides. somehow i feel more into guides since we are sec 3s. it's like we got more chances to organise stuff and not juz participate in them. cool. and it feels good to get stressed for proper reasons for once. and o-level coming up too. eventful life huh? and it does not help tat i am stuck in the most irritating class tat teachers love. they cannot stand 3/5 coz we are noisy. gotta improve tat too... more peace in life. and does anyone noe how to grow? i have stooped growing. depression...

finally

2006-02-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

whew... 3/5 rawkz... never thot i would say tat... 3/6 ull of 2/1ians... sad. 3/1 is way creepy... the other classes ok i guess... we got this real weird el project... someting like choose a mt or film ur own... 10 percent. argh. we are not making any progress yet... stress... pga very scary... creepy... i dun even have tat much free time nowadays... and the outdoor challenge is not helping... it is fun though... now i noe jie ling more. the sec 1 batch this year is very weird... they dun even liuke guides mostly... most of the recruits are not happy... real weird... they muz be outta their mind... nvm... guides rawkz... u betta agree even if u r some guy... nitex.

yea gurl

2005-12-22T13:47:00.000+08:00

guess wat? the psle sch posting results came out today and my "dear" sis got posted to anderson sec... how cool is that? yeah. and her fren is going there too. so now i have company... wateva. she onli likes inspire town the best in the whole sch... ironic coz i luv the whole sch... nvm... so camp soon... argh argh argh.

whew?

2005-12-16T12:12:00.000+08:00

finally... moi is back... it is kinda irritating to come here to post stuff coz this dear window keeps on closing itself... aniway.... the holidaes are almost over and i am starting to miss anderson... sad... sec 3 camp soon... nightmare coz i am scared of camps... soo weird-o... and guess wat? i had to quit guitar... juz wat i need right now... no music...aniway... promise to update if anione actually bothers to read this stuff... smilex.

<>!

2005-10-16T19:31:00.000+08:00

i am back... finally... after a long time... exams finally over... kinda hard... streaming year? forget about triple sci... think i did real bad... sci... el... maths? haha... forget about doing well...nvm...wat is done is done... smilex ppl!

argharghargh...

2005-09-09T14:09:00.000+08:00

holidaes? these are actually the holidaes ppl. can u even believe it? i can't we still havta go to school and sit through 1 1/2 hrs of maths tutorial. cool? maybe... but not wif all that homework. *puke* erm... obviously i have not started... it does not make snse to me... so who cares? soon...

basketball

2005-08-25T19:02:00.000+08:00

argh... basketball finals todae... all sec twos had to go to cheer... but we lost... can u believe it? rgs is rough... the refree was being unfair...so bad... nvm... we are still good... anderson... rawk on!!!

national dae..

2005-08-09T20:42:00.000+08:00

todae iz national dae... i watched the ndp live thing... quite nice but real complicated... wish they did not have it in so many different places...

tada...

2005-08-06T18:31:00.000+08:00

back at last... finished local history... yes... bored... anyone visit this thing???

umm...heehee...

2005-06-15T17:58:00.000+08:00

this blog is currently under construction...coz i am figuring out stuff about this thing... so don't do anithing except post comments in the chatterbox...i will reply...=)

2005-06-06T15:09:00.000+08:00

kae, got tons of homework. too hard to do. questions don't make sense. maybe should concentrate more.

umm...

2005-05-30T20:59:00.000+08:00

heehee...

2005-05-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

You are the Spirit of Innocence. Always with the
sweet smile of a child, you know how to have
good clean fun, you have a natural vunerability
about you, which makes you able to make friends
very well, as they are drawn instinctively by
the urge to protect you. But even though you
look as fragile as a child inside you are very
strong with your easy look on life. When you
get a partner (because there is no way you
cant!) your life will be perfect.

Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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hmm...

2005-05-30T20:53:00.000+08:00

Hang on a sec! You're not an angel! You're a
goddess! Always the leader in your group of
friends you are the one to go to in a crisis,
your advice is valuable if you give it out,
which is only if you feel people deserve it. Go
you!

angel? me?

2005-05-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

you're a gaurdian angel. you fight and protect the
people you love and vaule.

what kind of angel are you?
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Hee hee

2005-05-29T12:11:00.000+08:00

burfdae coming up soon. getting older. hols here. too much hwk. projects. bllaaahhhh!!!!!

remember me...

2005-05-26T10:10:00.000+08:00

argh. tough job to create blog.